All That She Wrote

i don’t know why my life is surrounded by you. why my thoughts are always distracted by the things you did. how i can’t breathe feeling suffocated by your weight. as if your shadow follows me every day. your voice haunts me. your touch refuses to leave. although i don’t remember what it was like…

you’re gone. in a split second, you’re gone. the tears keep dropping from my chin. my heart’s unbearable pain never seems to end. and i long for another day just to spend with you. like the good ol times where cookies and smiles were made, and the laughs never stopped. but the memories fade, and…

i went from being your maid of honor, to not even being in your wedding party. i went from being your best friend, to being nothing to you. i went from someone you did everything with, to someone you don’t even talk to. i went from being someone you told everything to, to being someone…

what is real? how do you tell the difference between what is real and what is not? sure it sounds like a stupid question, but is it? how many people fall for things and don’t realize it wasn’t real until later. because this world has mastered hiding the truth behind walls, twisting little lies in…

Excitement and smiles  were all that filled me inside True happiness,  and a light in my life. Nothing ever seemed  brighter than it was now. Until soon, I was left alone, While that brightness and happiness Was taken with you.  No explanation, No warning signs.  Absolutely defeated, I knew wholly in my heart, I’m never…

sometimes you’re the villain in peoples stories. even after you were a hero for so many chapters. sometimes you become the villain not because you were one, but because they have to claim you as one to move on. sometimes you are the villain because they need someone to blame for what went wrong. you…

Beauty is pain. That’s what my great grandmother would tell me, while I grimaced as the brush caught the snarls in my hair. I wish she was still alive to ask what she truly meant behind that saying. If she knew what those words would hold years later in 2023. If that “pain” was deeper…

Sitting alone, crumbling in the dark. Feeling absolutely secluded, While they make another hurtful remark. All the anger has built up, I’ve concluded. My face soon burning and flooding with tears. Anger rising, feeling it in my chest, Realizing the pain has lingered for years. Too many thoughts in my mind, I’m so stressed. They’re…

Now you are a villain. And yet a hero you used to be. You never asked for my permission. How could you make that decision? Taking all of me as if I was free. Now you are a villain. My body to you was never given. Drowning under you, but you didn’t care to see.…

Do you ever get so sad you become numb? And not even the things that make you the happiest person alive, make you happy anymore. Do you ever sit there so emotionless while surrounded by others who are laughing and giggling and having the best time of their lives? When at a party or being…