when will i be me again?

when will i be able to not feel suffocated by you?

when will i be able to touch my body without your hands appearing again?

when will i be able to wash myself without going into complete shock and freezing?

when will i be able to get the weight of your body off of mine?

when will your fingers no longer touch me?

when will your hands stop exploring my body?

when will your tongue stop collapsing my airway?

when will the smell of your breathe escape my nose?

when will i be able to get your voice out of my head?

when will i be able to lay down without reliving that night over again?

when will you finally escape my soul?

when will my body be mine once again?