you told me to forget about it.

you told me to go on with my life as if nothing ever happened.

but how could i do that?

how could i forget your body laying on top of me?

how could i forget your lips grasping mine?

how could i forget your tongue diving in my mouth?

how could i forget your hard breath hitting my face as you ejaculated on top of me?

how could i forget all of the things that keep me up at night unable to breathe?

trust me i want to forget, more than anything in this world.

you told me to erase all of it out of my life.

but how could i do that?

how could i erase the last 6 months of my life?

how could i erase half of my junior year?

how could i erase all of the words you pounded in my ear?

how could i erase your touch on my body?

how could i erase all the nights i cried myself to sleep?

how could i erase the times i tried to give up?

how could i just erase and forget a huge chunk of my life?

i wish i could erase it, i wish i could get it out of my head. but little do you know how much this has affected me and my life.